my LIFES

my LIFES

1 April 2012

~BERBICARA SOAL HATI~

paling sakit bila hati terluka kan . luka luaran berdarah boleh sembuh . luka dlm hati makan msa yg lama utk sembuh . smpaikan kdg2 x blh sembuh . istimewanya hati . makin dewasa makin byk dugaan makin byk rintangan . hadapi atau lari . pilihan yg sentiasa bermain d minda . lama x berckp soal hati . sekarang rasa hati ni lain sgt . x mcm dulu .knapa ? erm sbb msg2 x luangkan msa bersama atau terlalu sibuk dgan hal dunia ? timbul rasa kekosongan yg xdapat di jelaskan. hadir org ketiga mmberi sribu dugaan . mungkin benar . Jodoh itu milik ALLAH yg mutlak. tpi kta mnusia bgaimana mahu mgenal pasti nya. bingung . hati jadi sakit jiwa jdi sengsara. bagi ku biarlah ALLAH tentukan jodohku .

# HoLLa 2012 byebye 2011 #

hye people !! been too long i didnt update my BLOG . haha . since last year dah . OmGIEEE , lupa passwrd + xda msa sangat nak ngeupdate . well 2011 left us behind four month ago . now dah APRIL kan . hehehe (: 2011 byk kngan manis pahit yg mmberi sribu pgalaman . . now im back in 2012 with new lifes new spirits. So here we are . starting for this year agak okay . Me n my fiance we bought a car . Alhamdulillah ya rabb . ~ walaupun his motor hilang kan . Allah gantikan dgan yg lebih baik. :) . then i decide to resign my job. take a long leave . . pergi holiday sana sini . bring my adik kakak jalan2 see my mum my grandma . so these few photos of us. enjoyyyyyy . ^______^





30 October 2011

♥ Sayang , InsyaAllah selamanya . . ♥

  ~ i just miss the 'old' him. he changed ? but he keep said ' nothing gonna change. my love for u or me. ' i love him. yes i do. he make me stand when im started to fall . he took my hand and hug me when im started to hurt . Cinta itu Anugerah sang maha Rahim. moga apa yg trjadi mgajar kta mnjdi dewsa dalam mnjalani hbgan ini. hbgan dr psangan kekasih , kta mlangkah ke alam pertunangan . yes its true . .alam pertunangan byk dugaan .  Insyaallah . . semua dugaan ini takkan mghalang kta untuk bersatu di alam pernikahan . sayang , im sorry for not b the perfect for u. but my love always wth YOU. ~  
sayang cinta buah hati me 

27 October 2011

~Rindu untuk menaip~ ^_^


its been quit a Long tym i didnt update my bLog.. rindu lah plak. this 2 weeks byk yg trjdi n nak story mory. hehehe.. last weekend i spent my tym at my family house.. guess wat? mkan ja kja. haha. (hOpe berat x naik.) nah..my fav .
choc nuts.
choki choki choc + milk

hahahha.. yummeh kann.. hmm nostalgia msa kcik2. ^_^ . .then new hobby. me n my sista try to make nsi lemak & sell at my office. sdap dan mndapat smbutan. Alhamdulilah :)

13 October 2011

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ F.R.I.E.N.D.S ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

 ♥ ♥Tgok tjuk smua tahu. KAWAN oh KAWAN . .SINCE sumone komen in my FB . "im not in ur lifes colour'' . so dtglah idea nk mulis entry ni . . honetly since my age 16 yrs old , i dont even know what is FRIENDSHIP means . I move to the new school and its make us be apart and forgot each other slowly . ( CRISTY, SITI NURAIN .DAPHANE, MARLA ) . . and i started b a LONELY GIRL. :(  Everything i do was alone . Guess what , i had only one. . Anis syazwani . till now , we still FRIEND ^_^ .Hmm  . . apa2 pun yg trjadi masa silam , im very Thankfull & a bit regrets . but its what we called LIFES ryte? but aim very thankfull. kawan yg hanya begelar KAWAN jd MY BESTFRIENDS eva . CHEE , BULAT ,and few yg dtg n pergi. .so not foreva . haha ♥ ♥




                                        ANIS SYAZWANI                                                                 
SHE is very demand and sweet girl . byk boyfriend . hehehe. but she can understand me well . . gdluck for ur study. CIKGU ANIS !!.


                    NASYITAH RABIHI a.k.a CHEE (nama GLAMOUR) :p
VERY difficult for me to desccribe her . sukar difahami (ingt me sorg ja ssh dfhami ) hehehe. very caring and sometyme careless. but CHEE seorg kwn yg baik. walaupun kuat berahsia. Skrg smua bz krja,. hope 1 day kta blh lepak sma2 again dr pagi smpai malam kan . hehe ♥ ♥


                         RAMLAN bin KADI a.k.a BULATTTTT :p
Seorg KAWAN dan ABANG for me . caring and help me a lot. budi baik bulat ant mmg xkan lupa smpai bila2. now Bulat dh bahagia, so ant doa bulat cpat2 nikah , ada baby comel mcm anty ant. wahahaha . . rindu nak merempit miri - bekenu !!




then i moved to JOHOR BAHRU . A nightmare for me. . ^_^ . but hdup msih dteruskan. i found a new girls . .   FEW of them  are BELLA , KAK BABY and  . . . .

TANG YIN WEI . .   (imysm) wlaupun hnya kwan ALAM MAYA ( online ) hehehe. but we do share a lot bout our feelings.i even called her in middle of nyte . . just to let her know my feelings . .same goes to her . .She hv tatoo (sgt cntik ) and she LOVEEEEEE same genre music wth my   . aku je xblh msuk tlinga. . hehe . but sorry to heard that her heart was broken by the guy she loved the most. Hopefully awak jmpe yg trbaik dunia dan akhirat nant! ui deserve sumone better sayang!! ♥ ♥  

12 October 2011

ESOK . .♥ ♥ ♥

 ♥ ♥  ♥   EVERYONE does hv mistake an . .p siapa kita sesama manusia nak menilai . .even people make mistake. we only can pray and  hope they will and can change . .Aku ada pada hari ini kerna adanya semalam  dan meneruskan hari ini untuk esok . . Sgala yg trjadi mmberi 1001 pngajaran. TUHAN itu adil. Jika kita YAKIN padanya . . Luka sememangnya  tak dpat dibaluti dgan kata2 . Nmun percayalah. Insan TERANIAYA , doanya lbih didgari .  Apa yg kita ada , kita miliki semalam mungkin kita telah khilangan nya.. nmun INSYAALLAH . . hari esok lbih baik dari kini .BERSYUKUR PADA NYA ^_^ ♥ ♥ 

11 October 2011

♥ DIAMONDS ♥

since my sista went back to KL. sunyi juak asa. xda pkei klaie n anok. wahahaha. tggal my kakak. now nya dh kja. so jrg ada sma d umah. masa2 ya lah sllu polah aku lonely kat rumah. how i wish we all will b tgether again 1 day :) tnpa perlu ada perpisahan . .INSYAALLAH.  ♥ ♥
MASA HANTAR MY SIS KE AIRPORT MYY .